A longtime friend of
mine told me that I should rewrite the story of a few days ago, The Bird,
from the bird’s point-of-view. It may
help if you read that story first, as the real events that inspired it
compliment this story.
A strange thing happened yesterday.
I was coming in to land next to the water on a little
island, but as soon as I touched it, the island rocked and moved, and I was in
the cold water. I beat my wings
furiously, but they never caught air. I
tried again, but tired was the only thing I was getting. I stopped to rest for a moment, and stretched
my neck for a gasp of air. The air that
I could taste, but not fly into.
The water was so cold. I fluttered again, but it was harder this
time. Each time it was harder, and I was
getting nowhere. I had to get out of
this, but I just couldn’t.
Suddenly I was upside down again, scooped up with something
held by one of the great two-legged things.
Then I was face-down in the grass.
I tried flapping my wings again, but only the left one worked, and just
for a second. At least I wasn’t going to
drown. I would just rest. If only I could reach the sunlight – but there
were mostly shadows this time of day.
And then the first ant came, crawling up my leg and biting
me. I tried to jerk away, but he bit me
anyway. Another followed, and with a few minutes he was joined by a couple
dozen of his closest friends. The first
few bites hurt, and I guess the rest of them did too, but I cared less about
the ants than I did about the cold. The
cold was going to kill me, and I hoped it did soon, at least the ants would go
away. I had eaten their kind whenever I
could scratch them up, and now they would eat me. That was the way of things, I suppose.
Now I was upside down again, caught by one of the great
two-legged things. I tried to flap my
wings one more time, knowing I couldn’t. It was more of a flex than a flap. I had no idea what was happening, but the
two-legged thing was a little warmer than the ground had been, so now I waited
to die from being eaten. The ants lost
interest, running from my cold plumage straight to the talons of the two-legged
thing. I had never given dying too much
thought, but I thought about it plenty now. What was taking so long?
Next came the roar, and the hot wind. Wait.
That didn’t feel bad at all. There
was a second two-legged thing now, and it was watching me. Perhaps the first one was going to feed me to
it. I tried to look at it, but every
time I turned my head, I had to close my eye against the hot wind. It was deafening, but it felt good. I tried to fly again, but only shuddered,
which took more energy but felt good. The
cold was inside me.
My feathers were mostly dry now, and I closed both eyes
against the hot roaring wind. I just
rested in the clutch of the two-legged thing. I had tried too many times to move and couldn’t,
so there was no point in trying. It kept
turning me upside down, pointing various parts of me at the hot wind - the wet
parts. I gripped the two-legged thing
with both talons and held on as hard as I could, but I was pretty sure I would
fall if it let me go. It didn’t.
It pried my feet loose and put me on a branch. Somehow, it was night now, and I had never
felt so tired. I closed both eyes. For the first time in what felt like hours,
the air was warm. The two legged thing
came back one more time and touched me on the head. I didn’t care.
It would return to eat me, but now was now.
I woke to the sound of doves, and opened my eyes to look
around. Had it been real? The cold of last night was gone, the roar of
the hot wind was silent, and the idea of ants sounded appetizing.
Heard a sound, one of the two-legged things was coming to
eat me. It was now or never, so I put
everything I had into beating my wings, and they caught sweet, cool air! I shot into the sky, far beyond the reach of
the two legged thing, and landed again in a tall tree.
I still wasn’t sure how or why, but I was still alive. Today was starting out on the right note.
Having never been even remotely exposed to combat, I'll go out on a limb here to ask if you think that the bird's feelings may have been similar to a wounded soldier? That feeling of having been so wounded that you wonder why it's taking so long to die...the wonderment of life once it is restored. Thanks for writing it!
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